Today, I start the search for the perfect place to put my kids in September. This is hard, because there is not a perfect place to put my kids. The only place that seems near perfect enough is here at home with me. But, I have to do this.
I'm sitting here typing with tears in my eyes trying to come to terms with the fact that I have to let go, and that noone will ever hold on just as lovingly and tightly as I did. I didn't imagine that this would be so difficult for me.
but, I do have 9 months to get used to it...
4 comments:
Ahhhh, I am sending HUGS. It is hard. But I am sure you can find a place that leaves your heart at ease and that you trust!
Remember if you have ONE concern it is valid and needs to be addressed! Be picky!
MAJOR HUGS1
I love Em's advice. I'm with you...I have to find a full-time place for Reagan since I'm going to go back to teaching. 1/2 of me is in love with the idea, the other 1/2 of me aches at the thought of not being here with him.
Isn't motherhood wonderful?
GL honey. I won't lie, it is hard but if you feel that you are doing what is best for your family, then it is the right thing to do, and that alone will help you accept the change a little better. Like Em said - be picky!
Tommy is on his 3rd daycare...and he's not even 2!! We had to leave our first one when we moved, then I pulled him out of his 2nd when they got investigated by the state and I LOVE his 3rd!! I cry every fall when I go back to work - but I know that they teach him things that I can't! BE PICKY...
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